... Just can't get enough

To celebrate #hongstarday and #happybirthdayjbj today.. and mine and my twinnie's and Uncle Ronnie's tomorrow :)    Let's sing a song recently played automatically and continuously in my head! An old lovely song from the one and only, 동방신기.

CRAZY LOVE

평소엔 안 그러던 내 마음 한구석
심장 없는 로봇처럼 가만히 죽은 척
그녈 가슴에 두고
I've been Hurting So much
모두 반대하는 그녀는 나의 No1

그게 나도 이런 날 몰라
몇 천 번이고 맘을 고쳐봐도 안되요
Baby, I know U know I want Ya
너를 향한 내 맘 다들 모르죠

그대 듣지말아요 헛된 이야기들
그 누구보다 그댈 믿어주는
난 세상을 향해 외쳐요

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

사람들은 자주 계산하지
마치 사고파는 물건같이
뭔가 더 원하지
역 시 더 나은 L O V E를 기대하며 살지
하지만 그건 내가 아니지

그게 나도 이런 내가 싫어
몇 만번이고 고갤 돌려봐도 안돼 Yo
I know U know I want Ya
너 없이 안되는 날 받아줘

아름다운 것들은 영원하지 않죠
언제까지나 나를 믿어주는
넌 그 무엇보다 소중해

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

사랑한게 죈가요 멈출 수가 없어요
아무도 이해할 수 없어도

그 댈 사랑해요 BABY I LOVE U
그댈 힘들게 해 맘이 아파요
이런 나의 맘을
아무도 몰라줘도 그대면 돼

누 가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
One more time

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다 고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

알아요 It's My Crazy Love for U

Although it wasn't like this usually,

a part of my heart feels dead like a robot,
I've put her into my heart, 

I've been hurting so much, she's my number one,

though everybody objects her

(I don't even know myself) No matter how many times I try to fix my heart, it doesn't work
(I know U know I want you) Nobody knows my feelings towards you
Dear, don't listen to those nonsense filled stories,
I, who trusts you the most in this world, is yelling out to the world

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

People usually calcuate, as if it's an item you sell and buy, 

asking themselves what they want more,
At times, I anticipate for a better love, but that's not me

(I don't like how myself like this either) No matter how many times I turn my head, it won't work, yo
(I know U know I want you) Please accept me, because I can't go on without you

Beautiful things aren't eternal,
But you're the most special for you'll believe me forever

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

Is it a sin to love (to love), I can't stop (can't stop),
Even if people can't understand me,
I just love you, baby I love you

It pains me that I make it hard for you,
Even if nobody knows how I feel, if it's you, it's fine

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
One more time

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

I know, it's my crazy love for you

as written on http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com/2008/09/crazy-love.html

May this 19th year of life brings me to a much better self.

May He keeps me in His guide as always.

May in this 19th year of life I am closer on chasing those good things.

생일 축하해 아름다운 나 :)

 

Happy #ChangminDay

Congratulations on being so much more dazzling and charming and sexier ;)

수고하셨어요!

Happy wonderful 24th #ChangminDay!

Be a happy team with our lovely leader~

always keep the faith.

Be polite, boy...

Kemaren kan tanggal merah tuh :D Jadilah gue, claaboy, utakyun adenya claaboy, wiwd, gaemyoo, uyungqoqon, dan dynassnti main-main ke Dharmawangsa.. untuk menyambangi Pang Pang, hehehe. Pang Pang itu tempat karaokean Korea, punya orang Korea, jadi segala sesuatunya ditulis dalam bahasa Korea. Wajarlah, lokasinya aja di daerah yang banyak orang Korea gitu (di deketnya ada Mugunghwa juga--tapi bukan Mugunghwa yang ada 'toko buku'nya). Lagu-lagunya mostly Korean, tapi ada juga Japanese and English songs. Hanya sajaa karena sasarannya orang Korea, teksnya ya dalam Hangeul. Kalo lagu Jepang, teksnya bahasa Jepang tapi ada Hangeul kecil di atasnya. Kalo lagu barat teksnya pake latin. Penjaganya orang Indonesia, kagak bisa bahasa Korea hihihihi.

We had fun for three hours ^^ Meskipun kita-kita anak Hanguk hakwa, tetep aja nggak ngerti semua instruksi di remote dan buku lagunya. We spent quite much times on seeking the song's number. Ugh, that's one thing I dislike about Pang Pang. Tradisional bangeeet. Persis kayak karaokean di Korea sih, tapi kan jadi repot nyari lagunya, jadi bete. Di iviz dan yang di MargoCity aja udah computerized -________-

Sebenernya gue bukan mau cerita tentang karaokeannya. Gue mau cerita tentang keluarga Korea yang juga dateng ke Pang Pang kemaren. Jadi ceritanya waktu kita lagi nunggu dynassnti di ruang tunggu *atau dia udah dateng ya? lupa deh* ada satu keluarga Korea dateng juga. Anaknya tiga, yang paling tua perempuan, kayaknya udah SD kelas tiga. Yang kedua laki-laki, kelas satu. Yang ketiga laki-laki kayaknya masih TK. Selain orang tuanya, kayaknya yang satu lagi itu tante atau neneknya deh.


Begitu ngeliat kita, si ibu langsung nyapa, "Selamat siang..." Dan kita jawab, "Annyeong haseyo?" Wah, surprise dong itu enam orang. Si ibu langsung excited nanya *dalam bahasa Korea, yang intinya* "Wah, bisa bahasa Korea?" "Iya, kita murid Sastra Korea..." Langsung deh si ibu nyuruh anak-anaknya memperkenalkan diri. Si maknae dengan percaya diri *dan suara cempreng tapi kyut* bilang bahwa dia namanya Seon Jisub (perkataan lainnya gue gak nangkep). Si anak kedua disuruh kenalan nggak mau.. Trus setelah basa-basi sebentar ("Wah, karaokean bareng yuk?" blah blah blah) mereka pun pergi. Kita pun balik ngobrol-ngobrol lagi.


Tapi setelah beberapa menit si ibu dan anak kedua balik lagi ke depan kita. Tau-tau si anak kedua memperkenalkan dirinya dengan ngegerundel dan males-malesan (jadi gue ga nangkep dia ngomong apa). Setelah beberapa lama dia perkenalan dengan didikte mulu sama ibunya, dia mau pergi tapi ditahan si ibu.. dan dimarahin. In Korean, of course. Tapi yaampuun. Dimarahin di depan kita, yang buat mereka weguk saram.. 


Entah apa alasannya si ibu marahin tuh anak. Yang jelas ya karena dia nggak mau memperkenalkan dirinya ke kita. Gue dan anak-anak bingung, kenapa si ibu sampai marahin tuh bocah kayak gitu, di depan kita lagi. Dugaan gue sih karena dia udah menolak menjalankan perintah sang ibu di depan orang, terlebih lagi kita orang asing.


Hmm, kira-kira ada nggak ya ibu Indonesia yang kayak gitu?
Pasti ada, tapi gue aja yang belum ketemu.




 

What day is today?

What day is today?

WEDNESDAY!

Then, what's so special about it?

Well, hari ini closing ceremony-nya PAS, Pacific Asia Society. But that's not what makes today is special. Gue kagak tampil perform apapun kok nanti.

So what?

Maybe because I started this day quite earlier with drolling over Hyun Bin? :D

IS IT? #smack

Um, I guess not..

Then what?

#JaejoongDay

#JaejoongDay ?

YES! #JaejoongDay ! Today is @mjjeje a.k.a Kim Jaejoong's registered birthday, January 26!

But isn't Han Jaejoon's real birthday is February 4? That's what his biological mother said.

Oh, so what *rolling eyes*

Yah, but you celebrated Kim Junsu's real birthday (December 15), not his registered birthday (January 1)!

UH! Okay, we can celebrate it again.. If it's for our Hero, why not? ;)

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY KIM JAEJOONG!

Stay healthy, stay happy, stay in our hearts..

Always keep the faith.

Alhamdulillah :)

Artinya, semester besok harus kerja lebih keras lagi!

New Year..

Tahun 2010 ditutup dengan ending sebagai berikut: gue daftar kursus nyetir, sedang menikmati liburan semester 1 sambil deg-degan nunggu 10 Januari (nilai keluar), mencoba menyelesaikan ide-ide yang lama terbengkalai, dan yang terpenting... sibuk mendownload :D

Tahun 2010 stasiun-stasiun TV Korea sedang berbaik hati menggelar konser-konser yang asyik punya. Kalo 2009 cuma ada SBS Gayo Daejun, 2010 ini KBS bikin Gayo Daechukje dan MBC juga bikin Gayo Dajejun. Walaupun performersnya rata-rata sama dan lagu yang dibawain juga itu-itu juga, tapi kan ada banyak special stage dan collaborations yang asoy punyaaa :D

Dan dari sekian banyak special stage dan collaborations, yang paling bikin gue loncat-loncat adalah Jung Jinwoon ngebawain Hysteria (aslinya lagu Muse) di KBS Gayo Daechukje. Walaupun nggak sespektakuler collabnya Changmin-Junsu-Jonghyun-Yoseob bawain Bohemian Rhapsody dan It's My Life, nggak seasyik Jo Kwon ngebawain Baby-nya JB, atau se-canggih collaboration dance 2AM-Miss A // Miss A-2PM // SHINee-f(x) // Nichkhun-Victoria atau se-wah collaboration FT Island-CN Blue dan lain-lain sebagainya itu, tapi tetep ajaaaa~~ DI SITU JINWOON MAIN GITAR, EUY! Kyaaa~~~ *dies*

Di video itu 2AM solo medley. Pertama Changmin bawain Video (India Arie), trus Seulong bawain Beautiful Monster (Ne-Yo), abis itu Jinwoon bawain Hysteria (Muse), baru deh Jo Kwon bawain Baby (JB).

Sayang gak ada foto pas Jinwoon lagi nyanyi sambil gitar di situ :x  ntar gue cut dulu deh kkkk :D


Dan yang paling membuat this new year becomes more perfect is... DONG BANG SHIN KI WILL RELEASE NEW ALBUM ON JANUARY 5 2011! Teasersnya udah ada di akun youtube SM Entertainment. Oh, betapa gue jingkrak-jingkrak tiap kali liat teaser yang cuma 30 & 50 detik itu. Ampun dah. Tapi emang keren banget sih.. Bener-bener menunjukkan kelasnya DBSK, not an ordinary boyband :)  Cek aja teaser ketiganya ini, 50 detik:

ANDAI saja itu isinya 5 orang, bukan cuma 2.. Pasti kejadiannya album ini akan jauh lebih dahsyat dari Mirotic! Konsepnya mantap.. I wonder how Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu will look like in this concept. Argh.


However, let's be a good Cassiopeia *means download their album right after it's uploaded at ihoneyjoo* and always keep the faith.

Petang Kreatif @ Festival Budaya 2010

It's for this we worn our bodies out the last three weeks...

 

We went home veeeery late at night the last two days before the D day (Saturday 11 2010). People started to suffer from flu, cold, cough, diarrhea... and their friends. We're lacking of sleep, of course (and money too LOL). And on the D day...

I still practiced to change Diarta's jacket with Golda seonbae. We couldn't do it less than 15 seconds. We practiced over and over and over for almost an hour, and finally, we could do it in 8 seconds *proud*

Introducing.. the main casts and the director :) (Left to right) Riris as Sujin, Kara as Sanghyeok's mother, Raras seonbae the director, and Diarta as Sanghyeok. This was taken after the performance.

All crews of 'A Girl in CD Store' performance. Well, not really all of us, truthfully...

 

Shoot. Me with Arie seonbae's hat. It was supposed to be worn by Diarta in the 4th scene but since we've found it very difficult to change his jacket only, so we decided he's not going to wear the hat. And in order for me to not forgetting where I put the hat, I put it on my head. Then Golda seonbae clicked her camera on me, and... this is the result. FYI, the jacket wasn't mine as well, it's my sister's kkkk.

The result of all our hardwork all this time?

THE BEST SCRIPT OF PETANG KREATIF 2010.

Thank you especially for Alvin seonbae the scriptwriter :)

I really wanted to be the scriptwriter of our performance, but due to some conflicts, I ended up being Diarta's costume coordinator kkk. It felt like turning into Wang Coordi (of A.N.Jell), hahaha :D