TRAX - 아직은... 나 (I can Change)

One of the songs that would never leave my music player. I'm not sure but if I'm not mistaken, it's composed by the very own Jungmo. It's his fabulous and calming acoustic guitar playing in this song that captivated my heart at the first time. And when I listen to the lyrics... I fell harder for the song. Unfortunately, there's only one live performance for this song--and Jungmo just had to make it 'special' by playing piano instead of guitar. Gah. I want to see them perform this live--with Jungmo on acoustic guitar!

It's a kind of songs which no matter how hard you search for the English translation, you wouldn't find any. I've been searching for the existing translation for years, but all I found were just the romanization and a Vietnamese translation. Since I'm now on 2nd year of my major, I decided to give it a try on translating this. Turned out the lyrics were quite simple (yet so touching). So, enjoy. Remember to credit nizzarrahman.blogspot.com if you wanted to take this translation.

Tersindir dan nyelekit --tapi masih tetap suka

너도 나처럼. Begitu keluar teaser dan judul lagu comeback-nya 2AM, saya langsung mengkerut. Wew. Pasti ada apa-apanya, pasti nyakitin, pasti nyelekit. Dan memang benar saja... Begitu MV-nya dirilis, selesai satu putaran, bah.. rasanya saya kayak ditusuk-tusuk abis-abisan. Liriknya... nyindir abis. Hehehe.

Kim Donghoon dan Bang PD bener-bener deh. Raja tega.

너도 나처럼 / I Wonder If You Hurt Like Me
[김동훈/방시혁]

하루종일 니 생각만 하다가
한 가닥 눈물이 멋대로 주르륵 흐른다

Jooyeong - Same as you

그대와 같아 – 주 영

Geudaewa gatha – Ju Yeong

Same as You – Ju Yeong

그대와 같아 조금도 변한 게 없어

Geudaewa gatha jogeumdo byeonhan-ge eobseo

Same as you, nothing is going to change

여전히 그대 밖에 없어

Yeojeonhi geudae bakke eobseo

Forever, there’s no one else beside you

그대와 같아 누가 뭐래도

Geudaewa gatha nuga mworaedo

Same as you, no matter what anyone said

그댈 잃지 않을 거야

Geudael ilchi anheul keoya

I’m not going to lose you

견딜 수 없을 만큼 힘들때도

Gyeondil su eobseul mankheum himdeulttaedo

It’s like intolerable strength

그대 생각에 하루를 살죠

Geudae saenggage harureul saljyo

Living a day only thinking of you

언제나 함께 어디든 함께

Eonjena hamkke eodideun hamkke

Together whenever, together wherever

모든 걸 함께 하고 싶은데

Modeun geol hamkke hago sipeunde

I want to do everything together with you

그대와 같아 조금도 다르지 않아

Geudaewa gatha jogeumdo dareuji anha

Same as you, nothing is different

Since I‘ve been loving you

그대와 같은 꿈을 꾸고 있죠

Geudaewa gatheun kkumeul kkugo ittjyo

It’s just like what you’re dreaming

Can I love you forever more?

그대와 같아

Geudaewa gatha

Same as you

첨봤을때부터 지금까지 내 맘 속엔

Cheombwasseulttaebutheo jigeumkkaji nae mam sogen

From the first time I saw you until now, in my heart

한 사람 밖에 없어

Han saram bakke eobseo

There’s no one else

그대와 같아 어떤 이유도

Geudaewa gatha eotteon iyudo

Same as you, whatever the reasons are

내 맘 바꾸지 못해

Nae mam bakkuji mothae

I can not change my heart

견딜 수 없을 만큼 힘들때도

Gyeondil su eobseul mankheum himdeulttaedo

It’s like intolerable strength

그대 생각에 하루를 살죠

Geudae saenggage harureul saljyo

Living a day only thinking of you

언제나 함께 어디든 함께

Eonjena hamkke eodideun hamkke

Whenever together, wherever together

모든 걸 함께 하고 싶은데

Modeun geol hamkke hago sipeunde

I want to do everything together with you

그대와 같아 조금도 다르지 않아

Geudaewa gatha jogeumdo dareuji anha

Same as you, nothing is different

Since I‘ve been loving you

그대와 같은 꿈을 꾸고 있죠

Geudaewa gatheun kkumeul kkugo ittjyo

It’s just like what you’re dreaming

Can I love you forever more?

그대와 같아 조금도 다르지 않아

Geudaewa gatha jogeumdo dareuji anha

Same as you, nothing is different

Since I‘ve been loving you

그대와 같은 꿈을 꾸고 있죠

Geudaewa gatheun kkumeul kkugo ittjyo

It’s just like what you’re dreaming

Can I love you forever more?

I just wanna love you

I, I really wanna do anything for you

Can I love you forever more?

I just wanna love you

I, I really wanna do anything, everything for you

그대와 같아

Geudaewa gatha

Same as you

그대와 같아

Geudaewa gatha

Same as you

그대와 같아 조금도 변한 게 없어

Geudaewa gatha jogeumdo byeonhan-ge eobseo

Same as you, nothing is different

여전히 그대 밖에 없어

Yeojeonhi geudae bakke eobseo

Forever, there’s no one else beside you

Still.. spazzing about Jooyeong :)

... ..

If you feel burdened by me only looking at you, I will leave now
If my uncontrollable emotions have bothered you, I will back off now

I wondered if you might just fly away from my side
I couldn’t even rest for a day or breathe a sigh of relief
I didn’t know at all that these dumb obsessions of mine would hurt you

Just know before you go that I was the one man who loved you only
I was a stupid idiot who couldn’t even protect you because I was so foolish
You might suffer more and collapse if you stay by my side until the end
I did the right thing, someone who can free you will come to your side, will come to your side

I’ll stop making any trivial excuses so don’t make that face (It’s sad)
I simply wanted to close my lips and wish for your happiness
It’s not like that, no no no no no

The day I shielded and breathed on your cold hands due to the cold wind
The first kiss we shared for the first time in a year as I embraced you tightly
I ended up giving myself away, it’s always like that

Thanks for giving me the happy memories
You forget them and live, you forgot everything
Don’t look at me with a worried stare, I’m okay
The scars of this heart will heal one day
I will also meet a good person one day
Forget it! That’s right, block it all out and go quickly
Before I change my decision again and hold you back 

Like a habit, I might just call you without realizing it
Hello? Hello? Hello? Hello?
Even when I stand outside your house
Because I miss you so much, you treat me coldly

그대만 바라보는 것이 부담스럽다고 느낀다면 난 이제 그만 떠날게
내 감정을 다스리지 못해 그댈 괴롭게 했던 거라면 이제 난 물러날게

난 그대가 훅-하고 내 곁에서 날아가 버릴까
단 하루도 휴-하고 쉴 수조차 없었단 말야
내 이런 바보 같은 집착이 널 아프게 할 줄 난 미처 몰랐다

이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이
네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야

사소한 어떤 변명도 이제 하지 않을게 그런 표정 짓지 마 (슬퍼)
나는 단지 입을 닫고 너의 행복만을 바래주고 싶었어
그런 게 아닌데, no no no no no

찬바람에 후-하고 차가운 네 손 덥혀주던 날
내 가슴에 푹-하고 안겨 나눈 1년만의 첫 키스
난 나를 주고 말았다, 언제라도 그렇다

행복한 추억들을 내게 줘서 고맙다
넌 잊고 살아, 넌 모두 잊어버리고
걱정스런 눈빛으로 보지 마 난 괜찮아
언젠가 이 심장의 상처들은 아물겠지
언젠가 나도 좋은 사람 만나게 되겠지
잊어, 그래, 모두 떨쳐버리고 어서가라
내 이런 마음 다시 돌려 너를 잡아두기 전에 

습관처럼 나도 모르게 네게 전화 할지도 몰라
Hello? Hello? Hello? Hello?
네가 너무 보고 싶어서 네 집 앞에 있어도 냉정하게

credit: kimchihana @ soompi

http://moonlightunes.wordpress.com/2011/03/16/hangeul-romanized-translated-lyrics-to-dbsk-homins-before-u-go-mv/

... Just can't get enough

To celebrate #hongstarday and #happybirthdayjbj today.. and mine and my twinnie's and Uncle Ronnie's tomorrow :)    Let's sing a song recently played automatically and continuously in my head! An old lovely song from the one and only, 동방신기.

CRAZY LOVE

평소엔 안 그러던 내 마음 한구석
심장 없는 로봇처럼 가만히 죽은 척
그녈 가슴에 두고
I've been Hurting So much
모두 반대하는 그녀는 나의 No1

그게 나도 이런 날 몰라
몇 천 번이고 맘을 고쳐봐도 안되요
Baby, I know U know I want Ya
너를 향한 내 맘 다들 모르죠

그대 듣지말아요 헛된 이야기들
그 누구보다 그댈 믿어주는
난 세상을 향해 외쳐요

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

사람들은 자주 계산하지
마치 사고파는 물건같이
뭔가 더 원하지
역 시 더 나은 L O V E를 기대하며 살지
하지만 그건 내가 아니지

그게 나도 이런 내가 싫어
몇 만번이고 고갤 돌려봐도 안돼 Yo
I know U know I want Ya
너 없이 안되는 날 받아줘

아름다운 것들은 영원하지 않죠
언제까지나 나를 믿어주는
넌 그 무엇보다 소중해

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

사랑한게 죈가요 멈출 수가 없어요
아무도 이해할 수 없어도

그 댈 사랑해요 BABY I LOVE U
그댈 힘들게 해 맘이 아파요
이런 나의 맘을
아무도 몰라줘도 그대면 돼

누 가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
One more time

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다 고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

알아요 It's My Crazy Love for U

Although it wasn't like this usually,

a part of my heart feels dead like a robot,
I've put her into my heart, 

I've been hurting so much, she's my number one,

though everybody objects her

(I don't even know myself) No matter how many times I try to fix my heart, it doesn't work
(I know U know I want you) Nobody knows my feelings towards you
Dear, don't listen to those nonsense filled stories,
I, who trusts you the most in this world, is yelling out to the world

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

People usually calcuate, as if it's an item you sell and buy, 

asking themselves what they want more,
At times, I anticipate for a better love, but that's not me

(I don't like how myself like this either) No matter how many times I turn my head, it won't work, yo
(I know U know I want you) Please accept me, because I can't go on without you

Beautiful things aren't eternal,
But you're the most special for you'll believe me forever

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

Is it a sin to love (to love), I can't stop (can't stop),
Even if people can't understand me,
I just love you, baby I love you

It pains me that I make it hard for you,
Even if nobody knows how I feel, if it's you, it's fine

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
One more time

No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just can't get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

I know, it's my crazy love for you

as written on http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com/2008/09/crazy-love.html

May this 19th year of life brings me to a much better self.

May He keeps me in His guide as always.

May in this 19th year of life I am closer on chasing those good things.

생일 축하해 아름다운 나 :)

 

Sangatsu Kokonoka

I feel the urge to post this in order to celebrate "Today is March 9th!" :)
What happened on March 9th? Nothing particular, it's just the title of the song which made me fall in love with Remioromen, hehehe. It also reminds me to the days of my last year in junior high. That's kinda sweet now :) taken from http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/3935/remioromen/sangatsu-kokonoka.html

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanji masu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

San gatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru he to tsuduki masu

Afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshizutsu asa wo atatame masu

Ookinaa kubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kiduita koto wa hitori ja naitte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Suna bokori hakobu tsumuji kaze
Sentaku mono ni karamari masu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan daka kirei de mitore mashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo arukeredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisa kute

Aoi sora wa rinto sunde
Hisu ji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hanasaku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Waka chiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoen de

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

In the middle of the flowing seasons,
I suddenly feel the length of the days.
During the days when it is too busy,
you and I sketch out our future.

Placing their love on March's wind,
the sakura buds continue on through spring.

Rays of an overflowing light,
little by little, warm up the morning.
After giving a large yawn,
I'm a little shy being by your side.

Standing at a new world's entrance,
I now notice that I'm not alone.

If I close my eyes, you are there.
under my eyelids you live.
How strong it could become
As for you and me, I want to be together

The dust carried by a whirlwind,
entwines with the laundry to be done,
Just before noon the white moon in the sky
I was somehow fascinated by how pretty it was.

Although there are things that don't go well,
If I look up at the sky
Even they seem small.

The blue sky is sharply clear
the sheeplike clouds quietly sway.
the joy of waiting for flowers to bloom
if it's sharing that with you, that is happiness.

In the future as well gently smile next to me.

If I close my eyes, you are there.
under my eyelids you live.
How strong it could become
As for you and me, I want to be together  

 

Sea of Love—Fly to the Sky

Lagu ini pertama kali gue denger waktu kelas 4 SD, dan sejak saat itu gue suka. Satu-satunya lagu Fly to the Sky yang pernah gue denger hehehehe. Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue jadi sering banget muter track#1 dari album kedua FTTS ini.

언제나 내 꿈에 비가내려

Eonjena nae kkume biganaeryeo

차가운 바람도 불고있어

Chagaun baramdo bulgoisseo

널 기다리는 내 삶의 끝 본것만 같아 어떡해

Neol gidarineun nae salmi kkeut bon-geotman gata eotteokhae

며칠이 몇년 같은데 넌 아무렇지 않은지

Myeochiri myeotnyeon gateunde neon amureohji anheunji

한번이라도 너를 보여주겠니

Hanbeonirado neoreul boyeojugenni

For the moon by the sea

니가 떠난 바닷가에

Niga tteo nan badatga-e

눈물이 마를때까지 (다 마를때까지)

Nunmuri mareulttaekkaji (ta mareul ttaekkaji)

사랑한다는건 오직 기다림 뿐이였단걸

Saranghandaneun-geon ojik gidarim ppuniyeoptan-geol

난 왜 몰랐을까 (난 왜 몰랐을까)

Nan wae mollasseulkka (nan wae mollasseulkka)

이젠 난 그만 돌아가려 해

Ijen nan geuman doragaryeo hae

너를 몰랐던 그 때

Neoreul mollatdeon geuttae

니가 없던 세상 아직은 나에게

Niga eobtdeon sesang ajigeun na-ege

내가 전부였던 시절 날 보내줘

Naega jeonbuyeotdeon shijeol nal bonaejweo

From the bottom of my heart

Girl with you I'll be true

모두 거짓말인걸 (거짓말야)

Modu geojitmarin-geol (geojitmarya)

맘은 그렇게 먹지만 (맘은 그렇게 먹지만)

Mameun geureohke meokjiman (mameun geureohke meokjiman)

절대 너인걸 어떡해

Jeoldae neoin-geol eotteokhae

죽어도 못잊겠어

Jugeodo moshitgesseo

For the moon by the sea

니가 떠난 바닷가에

Niga tteo nan badatga-e

눈물이 마를때까지 (다 마를때까지)

Nunmuri mareulttaekkaji (ta mareul ttaekkaji)

사랑한다는건 오직 기다림 뿐이였단걸

Saranghandaneun-geon ojik gidarim ppuniyeoptan-geol

난 왜 몰랐을까

Nan wae mollasseulkka

널 잊은채로 나도 살고싶어

Neol ijeunchaero nado salgoshipeo

하지만 그게 안돼 아픔만 더해갈뿐

Hajiman geure andwae apeumman deohaegalppun

너의 사랑은 끝났지만 나의 사랑은 이제 막 시작 했어

Neo-ui sarangeun kkutnattjiman na-ui sarangeun ije mak shijak haesseo

From the bottom of my heart

Still I'm falling in love

꿈속에라도 니가 돌아와 키스해줘(나에게 키스한다면)

Kkumsogerado niga dorawa kisu haejweo (na-ege kisu handamyeon)

약속하지 않아도 돼

Yaksokhaji anhado dwae

난 매일 기다릴테니

Nan maeil gidarilteni

For the moon by the sea

니가 떠난 바닷가에

Niga tteo nan badatga-e

눈물이 마를때까지 (다 마를때까지)

Nunmuri mareulttaekkaji (ta mareul ttaekkaji)

사랑한다는건 오직 기다림 뿐이였단걸

Saranghandaneun-geon ojik gidarim ppuniyeoptan-geol

난 왜 몰랐을까

Nan wae mollasseulkka

가끔 내눈에 눈물이 고여 흐른다면

Gakkeum naenune nunmuri goyeo heureundamyeon

그건 내가 눈물이 말라서 네 눈물 빌린거야

Geugeon naega nunmuri mallaseo ne nunmul billin-geoya

돌아와 제발 내게

Dorawa chebal naege

난 왜 몰랐을까

Nan wae mollasseulkka

For the moon by the sea

니가 떠난 바닷가에

Niga tteo nan badatga-e

눈물이 마를때까지 (다 마를때까지)

Nunmuri mareulttaekkaji (ta mareul ttaekkaji)

사랑한다는건 오직 기다림 뿐이였단걸

Saranghandaneun-geon ojik gidarim ppuniyeoptan-geol

난 왜 몰랐을까

Nan wae mollasseulkka

For the moon by the sea

니가 떠난 바닷가에

Niga tteo nan badatga-e

눈물이 마를때까지 (다 마를때까지)

Nunmuri mareulttaekkaji (ta mareul ttaekkaji)

사랑한다는건 오직 기다림 뿐이였단걸

Saranghandaneun-geon ojik gidarim ppuniyeoptan-geol

난 왜 몰랐을까

Nan wae mollasseulkka

내 꿈에 비가 이젠 그치길

Nae kkume biga ijen geochigil

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